Now, I don't normally put out the deepest darkest secrets of my personal life. While I am an open book I do keep some things private. What I am about to tell you is so unreal. I cannot believe it is happening to me. I am having an affair.
I was pregnant with my
last child when my then sister in law walked in with my vice. My drug,
my happiness. I didn't know that then. I didn't know how much I would
depend on it. How much I would crave it, how I would supply my body with
it so much. I took my first sip of Dr. Pepper that day. I didn't
normally like it. Pregnancy had changed that. I bought another, and
another and another. I then realized I loved cherry Dr Pepper, he and I
would have a long relationship. Oh how yummy, that was. The carbonation
was sickly satisfying. I went from drinking one soda a day, to several
cans every day. I would go bat shit crazy when I was out. It has been 7
years of drinking it.
When I found out I was approved for surgery
one of the biggest no no's is soda. I went in my room and literally had
one. I sat down and said, screw that, I love this stuff. I am never
going to give it up.
One day I just knew, in order to make my
surgery successful I needed to do everything I am told. For the first
time in a long time,I filled up a bottle and drank it. I hated it at
first. I mean I just hated it. I wish I could tell you in wording detail
how drinking water makes me feel. I would come up with every excuse as
to why I didn't like water. I knew I needed to figure out a way to
really make water a good thing or else I was going to suffer after
surgery. I got a pretty water bottle with a built in filter,(the water
here is kinda gross and I wasn't about to pay for free water.) I
realized I love the water when it is literally ice cold and I am now up
to drinking three of these water bottles a day, it is a 34 oz bottle.
is my confession. I have not seen my old love in three weeks. I have
thought about it from time to time. Me and that dr, did have some good
times. Though he was toxic and did not help me in the slightest with
improving my life. Today I woke up to confess my cheating ways, and come
to terms that Dr. Pepper and I are finished and I am in love with